Never Before

Never before have I loved someone to such a degree that I want to spend every second with them.
Never before have I loved having someones arms wrapped tight around me so much.
Never before have I stayed up all night just texting the same person because I'd miss them when I put the phone down.
Never before have I been with someone who knows me so well that he knows my moods by a slight movement, or even breath.
Never before have I had the above coupled with having someone who knows exactly the right thing to do when I am upset or angry.
Never before have I been with someone who we cannot bear to let go so we hold hands even when he is driving. 
Never before have I been able to sleep next to someone in a bed and not feel petrified. 
Never before have I been this in love. 
Or this happy. 


Keep Smiling :)


Love, Tutti-Frutti.
xxx

Love is in the air.

A little while back when I was upset, my psychology teacher suggested to me that what I needed to do was to fall in love. At the time, I laughed at him, I was cynical about love and relationships, and I thought I was fine on my own, why on earth would I need love?


Why on earth indeed?


I have just entered a relationship with someone who I will go as far now to say I love, when I'm not with him (which is rare), I'm thinking about him, and when I think about him I get butterflies, im like a little schoolgirl. 


But he makes me laugh, being with him makes me happy, I smile when he texts me, being close to him makes me feel safe and secure and wanted, and in short he is just brilliant.


I am so happy. Falling for the right guy is the best thing that has ever happened to me in the world, and I have to thank my psychology teacher for this :-) 


When he told me, I dont think I was ready to listen, and I dont regret not listening because I think this was something I needed to figure out in my own time, he just gave me that little push. 


Falling in love has made me happy.


Keep Smiling.


Love, Tutti-Frutti.
xxx

Smile simply because you can.
Smile because you have the physical capacity to do so.
Smile because it will make someone else smile in the process.
Smile because the process of smiling changes the brain chemistry (no lie). 
Smile because things could always be worse.
Smile because you know somewhere out there, whether they are near of far, someone loves you.
Smile because life is short. 
Smile because you are breathing.
Smile because you have the ability to read these reasons to smile. 


But whatever the reason for you to smile:


Keep Smiling :-)


Love, Tutti-Frutti
xxx

Happy Mothers Day :-)

A few smiles this morning.


It is mothers day, and I havent seen my mother yet but she is coming to where I am a little later with my siblings.


As I write, my amazing grandma is cooking me breakfast, after shes just made me a cup of coffee and I am using her laptop. 


I'm seeing my babies again later today, which I saw them yesterday but I still can't wait.


I'm still euphoric about beating my brother at singstar yesterday :) (until yesterday he was unbeaten at that game, because the two of us are the only ones in the family who can sing :-D) 


Keep Smiling :)


Love, Tutti-Frutti.
xxx