It occurs to me that while I have been thinking about universities and such and what I am going to do with my life, the fact remains that other people's views and opinions have been affecting and influencing my own.
Here's the thing though, I know what I want to do now, regardless of what everyone else wants, regardless of what everyone else is saying, I know the path I want to follow, I've found my thoughts.
I've decided I don't want to go to university. I want to find an apprenticeship in the mental health sector. I want to go on as many training courses as I can and I want to volunteer for places like childline and other bases like that, and do as much volunteering for CAMHS when I get old enough, and work my way up without going through university.
This is a good thing to do I think because it's going to save me a hell of a lot of money in the long run. And university isn't going anywhere, I could always do Open University or something if I decided I want a degree afterall. But since I have decided what I want to do, I am so much less stressed out. And I credit it for being my own decision aswell and not anyone elses.
I know some people (probably at college) wont be happy with my choice, but the thing is it is my choice, it is my life and I have to do what I think is right for me. If it's the wrong choice then I will take full responsibility and change it myself, but if I don't try it out I wont ever know.
The point of this, is I'm saying to know yourself, be yourself and make your own choices, aswell as accepting responsibility when you don't make the right ones. Humans aren't perfect, we are perfect imperfections, it's ok to make mistakes, but it's important that you get the chance to make them, or else how do you learn?
Keep Smiling :)
Love, Tutti-Frutti
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